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Hey there. Whoever you are! Stop all your nonsense la! Super wu liao. That person don't even come read, what's the point of you coming to read our entries and go tell her. Isn't it the same as her reading it herself? Stop being a blabbermouth with your that so hot set of lips will you. Too hot that it can't stop blabbering away. IGNORANT FOOL!

Hello stop listening to some nonsense from other people. wake up. There are people saying how much they dislike their friends and out of place they feel they are with them, but they still go out with those friends acting as if they are their best friends. Can't your that friend be doing that?

Anyway what makes you think that every entry is about her? What makes you think that after so long of silence why do we all of a sudden say something about her again? Or you think she's so, that's why you thought the entry is bout her? Come on! Use your brain won't you, everyone got different groups of people they will meet, friends, colleague, relatives, etc. They can write about someone else, and it's their blog.

Please get the facts right before blasting around can? The moment i read it, it's like some hooligan trying to pick a fight, asking their opponents to set a place and time for fight. People got better things to do, then being accused. Thank you very much if you will stop bothering me with all this nonsense. I had enough. This doesn't just happen once. Let me live my quiet and peaceful life. I don't provoke you, you don't come effing provoke me with some nonsense. You know me, you don't poke me I'll do my own damn thing, and not bother you or blabber bout you. Unless you seriously did something wrong. DANG!

I don't care who this friend of yours or what she's trying to do. Even she would like to go round saying bad stuffs bout me. So be it. (that friend)Stop screening your dirty laundry around for other people to see or speak off. if you're feeling scare/or guilty conscious go do some soul searching blabbermouth. Sometimes a not, can turn into an apocalypse because of this kinda people. KAYPOHs! They just don't know anything and go round commenting. Wake up your ideas la.

From today onwards, I'm gonna be mute and dumb when come to this thing. Incoherence. Can't be bothered anymore. Just makes my blood boil. Not worth that boiling at all.

As much as I wanna go dating with the ladies, friends & boyfriend, I'm seriously very broke too. Left with less than 300 bucks for this month. With the Christmas festive season round the corner, I'm seriously Ka-chings deprived! Who wanna husband me man?

HAHAHA! So please spare me if I'm not out with you for this month for money spending. Cause I needa start hibernating to save some money seriously, & in case of some serious money being spent away without me conscious enough to know my situation. Otherwise I might have problem getting breads for meals too. Other then dinner(cooked by mum) that is. Anyway in case anyone goes out with me after today, please please refrain me from buying anything and remind me that I've got less than 300 left for this month. Cheap meals will be greatly appreciated. HAHAHA!

So any kind soul wanna donate? HAHAHA! ask me for my account number and transfer some moolahs to me won't you? I must do it with that (less than 300). I'm gonna do it! :D

I thought you did it out of anger and unhappiness, for not able to accept the fact. Oh man, but I'm wrong. VERY WRONG! I thought everything was abit too harsh for you. Boy oh boy, I was wrong. So much stuffs actually happened before the harshness. Finally, it came to light. You're doing the manipulation. Bring on fake fronts.

Guess I'm too naive to think that way. Or plain stupidity of mine. Thank you for making me feels extremely stupid. Double headed snake. Now I think everything wasn't worth it at all, you don't deserve getting it. Don't deserve the attention anymore, shall forget bout your words.

-----------------------Cut off from brain, throw it away----------------------

You've been marvellous and NICE! Thank you for everything DEE.

Thank you V32 for the oversea Gift. PRETTY! :D I'll wear it till the chain breaks. *CHOY* Thank you for the wonderful evening spent to ladies(Amelia&Boyfriend, yiling, charmaine & Jinghui) attended last night. Though Amelia&boyfriend left early, but it's super nice short dinner. LAUGHED OUR ASS OFF!

Anyway some stuffs are labelled what not to/to blog, in case complications&commotions. However it's my blog. RIDICULOUS! ARGH! Till my brain sorts it out. Hope everyone has a nice nice weekend ahead. Till Christmas!!! :D

Hee. pictures pictures!

Half way thru the making. Just sewed on the eyes, placing the teeth. Mr Low named it Somoku, sounds like so蘑菇。

Somoku with dad, domokun. :D I know the legs look weird.

Somoku doing 一字马。

So how much do your rate my somoku? HEE! :D

My heart went *voom* when the thought of meeting Mr Low comes to play. Why? I know why! AHAHAHA! Cause I can't wait to give him that little thing. HIAKS! Seems like I'm playing some kinda prank and can't wait for it to be discovered by my victim right? You're WRONG!

AHAHA! I made something totally on my own! With no tutorial no guidance. Own blood and sweat okay? Though not very nice, might be odd looking. I bet I'm gonna be laughed at. I don't care. I'm proud of it. I can't wait for you guys to see it too! HEE! After I showed it to Mr Low, I'll just POST THE PICTURE UP! :D

Eh HEE!

DANG! I helped mum to buy lottery at Bukit Merah Centre. When I came home, it was drizzling, then when I'm bout to reach my house I saw blurred background, I know I'm gonna be DRENCHED! The wind blew the cloud over me and the RAIN!!!! ARGH! I'm drenched to the bone. I was cycling la :(

Thank you vvery much -.-

Today, I felt like it's the happiest day of my life. HAHAHA! But no la, there's alot of happy moments, or even happier.

Just that I'm now at home, kicking away! ya right... Nevermind, the best part is that I'm at home la.

After last night's dinner and movie with mr low, and then a day off is so great, feels like great things happens one after another, like the tsunami waves! AHAHAHA! :D

We caught astroboy!!!! SUPER NICE I TELL YOU! You better faster go catch it. Initial plan was to catch "2012" but too bad sold out for bot 7pm and 8.30pm time slots. Mr low's disappointment is my blessing or our blessing? Mr low too agreed "astroboy" was nice~~~ Hee.

So we went to NTUC Xtra to get my mum's erm... (tam.......pon......) ROFL!

Blame it on my mundane life for the lack of posts.

Actually not really that mundane, just that some stuffs just happens for that moment, like some kinda live joke, you just can't rewind and play. Even if it's written here with the exact same words, the joke wouldn't be funny anymore. It's just the same old words posted here for entry.

Guess some stuffs will be boring being entered here, cause it happens every other day. However, on a second thought, just another excuse for me being lazy, to crack my brain to post up something good and juicy for it to be gulped down. Shouldn't blog be like diaries? Even not for sharing, you'll still be able to put it down, so that in time to come you can go back in time, and find those missing details?

However, there are other factors, worrying this and that on the WWW. Anyone can come to read what you have posted. DAMN! Easy as posting your memories and keeping it stored on the WWW server, it's even more easy to access your entries. Sometimes I wonder what for? Private or not? Personalise or not? Guess it's the growing trend and the easy access. Not having to worry, not having your computer around to jot your jaunt, not having to worry that your harddisk crashed. The only thing you needa worry is that the company hosting this online blog thingy folds. That's the end.

Oh man! Am I like some old naggy PMS granny? With a simple mundane word, it evolved into all this. DANG!

Anyway, the main purpose of me being here was to say that: I've been to SCIENCE CENTER AGAIN! This time for the human body exhibtion, the body worlds. WOOHOO! Brilliant, guessing those humans got cut up, and were exhibited weren't feeling so. Maybe when they are alive they'll feel like some caged animal, with alot of strangers eyeing on their breast, penis, anus, intestine and stuffs. It's ain't gruesome, cause all the blood had been drained. Guess what makes operations &/or the cutting up gruesome is the blood/any other fluid that might splash/flow out anytime you cut the skins. Imagine that makes me feels disgusted.

Went to the body exhibition with Jinghui, Amelia&boyfriend and mr low. FUN! But Mr Low and I finished it kinda fast. HEE! We went out to grab a little bit in the meanwhile. After exhibition, Yonghan fetched us to eat Chicken Rice at Pandan Garden but it's not opened. And amelia suggested the one at Queenstown area. HEE! The side dishes were great! Then desserts, and off we went.

HMMM! Simple and short hur? But it's FUN lah! Simple and short is GOOD! :D

Abrupt change of topic. Now I'm in for Lord of the Ring craze all over again! Ever since poly maties bought me the LOTR book I've only read the prologue. How boring, I thought to myself. Then I went on reading other books I borrowed from the library and forgot bout the books. Till now I pull it out from the shelf and skipped the prologue and got myself addicted. -.- Learning new words now and then. How cool! Seriously the prologue is uber borrowing. OKay another abrupt stop again.

TUDOOS people! Till then, shall we meet. Please don't say it's boring post okay? I've tried!

How I wish Uncle Low's around right now. He's in camp marching and exercising away. Tonight he's going for his 28click march.

Even when I'm sad with Uncle Low around, things will still at the very least turn better(no matter how bad it is), or rather I felt better. Dee's encouragement too do some part. Eventhough whenever Mr Low praise me I'll pretend not to hear anything, but I can't really shut my ears do I? I still hear them, they still makes me feel encouraged, picking up my morale. Might not give me enough confidence but sense of existence & security. Now, with me feeling really ...., i guess I really need some warmth from Uncle Low.

I might sometimes throw a little tantrum(anyway who don't once in awhile, can't possibly have good moods all the time), I might just take things for granted, but no matter what I know Mr Low is nice and important to me.

I wanna do something, something I want for myself too. Instead of letting others making things work. I'm gonna make things work myself. I wonder if it will work, seriously hope it really will.

Anyway, anybody got any lobang for printing Tee shirts? Like at a super low rate, and good quality. Like those tee shirts being sold @ bugis street kinda press and stuffs? :D

oh man dreadful day, not that mishap or unhappy situation is around me. It's a normal day as usual. Just that having this feeling that, how I wish I don't have to come to work today, and just hangout with Steffi Chua at home. Eventhough time isn't running that slow, especially when you dread being at work(it's always slow in that case) but that's not the case. I felt the time passes fast today. It's already three-ish, but not feeling productive at all with all the dragging and unwillingness to work. Come on lady get it moving.

Someone please enlighten me! That I really need to work, need the money, stop dreaming about those working from home rubbish, doing what I like. Why is it so hard? Why is there always something there, blocking your sight your goal? not letting you climb higher to get over to the otherside of the wall, now that the berlin wall had been torn down. I wanna tear that wall of fate that's been obstructing me and let down the bag of burden hanging on my shoulder and run over to the other side. It always seems grass is greener on the other side, however it's not always that case, I know. I just wanna do what I love, I don't mind the hardwork, the payless overtime spent on work, I will not complain even if it's much harder than now, cause it's what I love.

I wish to fulfil this dream, but I'm procrastinating. Whenever I worked hard towards it, hope went dashed, interview went unreplied, some however wanted give me the chance to learn, but it's the time that don't sync. WHY? Cause I'm attached to a work that I dislike and I have to give a month notice to QUIT. WHY?!

Though the colleagues are nice here, environment is nice. I'm doing almost the same thing over and over again every working day. It's boring, not what I love, don't motivate me to come to work at all. I wanna study, but I need the money. MOOLAHS! I wanna change job, but I can't get any, I can't get this job because I need that moolahs. The evil: MOOLAHS~

Eventhough my life is all not that bad, but I dread (part of my life) working.

Awhile ago, was still thinking how fortunate I am compared to other people living in slums, living with poverty. They got no choice, getting education is as good as striking lottery, being able to live by everyday and have food placed right infront of them is like striking TOTO. Why am I still not contented? If they know working can earn them money they will definitely go for it who cares if they like it or not. I'm here complaining when I've got this wonderful boss who always plays with me, wonderful colleagues who always disturb me and I wanna go do something I love, leaving this comfort zone.

LIFE sometimes is a CRAP!

Even people without wonderful life they still work hard to keep themselves alive, even to beg and kneel. I will like to work hard to achieve it. If not I just have to stuck my thumb and fingers into my mouth to keep myself quiet, stop complaining and live by my this boring routine work life. With no achievement, no recognition. Hope some angel will slap me with their helping hand for my wish to be fulfilled.

I don't fit into this money driven world. I just wanna get out, and not bother about those money and live my humble, easy and simple life. Got me all so depressed now. The initial thought was to write only on how I don't wanna work today. Having the motto of "Be happy" for life, now that I'm not so happy, isn't really a good thing for awhile. I'll be fine soon. Soon I'll forget bout all this for awhile and all smiles again. Good to have a not so good emotional memories.

People once told me "You don't have that big ambition, that luxurious thought that most Singaporean has, as if you've never stayed here. where have you been?" DANG! where I belong?

oh baby rescue me.

HOKAY! I'm back with no overdue pictures. AHAHA! No motivation installed.

Mr. Low's out for a night field camp. He'll be out this friday friDAY FRIDAY! YUUHOO!

I don't know why some ridicule anthropoidea just block other's people's way without feeling anything, as if they own the lane. They can happily stand on the wrong side of the elevator chatting away, ignoring the fact that they know they should be on the left and there's other waiting for he/her to move aside. ARGH! at least, do something when you realise that you're blocking other people's way.

if you're some old grandmama or papa it's not that bad, but you're some office lady or man whom had took the train for awhile to not know that you gotta keep to your left. So inconsiderate.

HAIS! Singaporean~ I'm also one, but why am I disappointed with some of this people living in the same small country as me. They might be disappointed(me) too. Not all, but some. Guess everywhere there's such a people. Skin as thick as the rhinoceros. AHAHA!

YEAH! Finally hur? Still feeling kinda lazy, still~ I think I needa at least feed my blog with one post every once a week. Otherwise it will be a dead town. Pathetic. :( boohoo. my bad.

Sorry dear blog. Guess you wouldn't care much either. HAA!

WOO! This week was a roller coaster ride. Colleagues, people, greatness, against, loves, fun. Whatever you can name. Leave out the not so good thing (anyway it's not that bad, in the little badness, there's a few goodness within.)

Poor Uncle Low suffered during his 4days field camp, he starved for 2 days without food. He said when he saw rice after his field camp he felt super touched, that his tears almost flow out. :( He's only realised yesterday round some minutes before 8. while I was queueing with Amelia, connie&bf, yamei, ah bao, nesh for the sentosa's spooktacular haunted house event. Snapping away with those horrid "ghosts". I was enjoying whilst he's suffering, trying to rest.

It was a really great day out with them! 3 hours of Q was kinda shortened due to all the photo taking, crapping and laughing at others being scared by the "ghosts". YEAH! Amelia was pestered by this nihon dead soldier. FUNNY! ran round me, like hide and seek and i'm the pillar. HEE! Thank you everyone for the fun, yamei for buying the tickets for us, and Amelia papa for helping us to get the accessories.

My theme for last night was nerd. =X

& today (YEAH MAN!) met dee for brekkie, and came back home to rest alittle, didn't cook dinner again. HEE! Dee was still tired after a night of sleep, he took a little nap, so did I.

Went to have dinner with Gloria and steffi. Gloria went off first to work, while the 3 of us went home, cause dee needa get his bag and sent DEE off after we bought our bubble tea.

It's a DIARRHEOA day, today. ROAR!!!! see you soon mr DEE! FRIDAY! Gonna be here real SOON!