When? Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 12:55 AM
That's uncle with his cut hair. OMG! Might not be nice, but i still like his hair short. BOY!


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YEAH! I love my phone! i can draw with it. This was drawn when I first got it.

._______________________________________What? We hugged together & cried.
When? Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 1:20 AM
I'm like so irritating. TSK! I shouldn't have done that. I'll never do it again.
Anyway, I cut DEE's hair. DEE let me cut it, but I think I ruined his hair. I regretted it ain't easy as it seems. I just wanna cut it for the fun of it, in the end I ruined his hair I think. I'm scare :( OH MY GOD! Hope it won't turn out bad after his bath. BOO! :'(
DEE, I'm sorry. I ruin your graduation photos soon I think.



._______________________________________What? Sorry DEE!!!!
When? Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 10:14 PM

When I was jogging just now, trying to relax and blank my mind. Instead I couldn't do that. So I tried to distract myself with some thoughts so that I can jog thru the 30odd mins as if I'm just jogging for minutes.
Allowing my mind go back in time to the earlier days, when I'm still staying at Jurong West. Those younger days. Daddy&Mummy's caning, scolding, pampering & all. There used to be a day where Daddy go out to the sea to fish with uncle every sunday. On the yacht. Daddy can sail boat. Bring back loads of fishs after his whole sunday fishing session. Mummy will be at home looking after us, watch television and stuffs.
When Daddy returned home with the fishes he caught, we'll run to him, but not hug him. Cause he smelt like fishes. EWWW! with sunburns & dirts on his body. After a few years of that(which I can remember) Daddy, stop going out to sea. Instead he stayed at home(cause mummy was complaining bout him leaving us alone at home on a sunday). We go for jogs at the park or jog+basketballing sessions every sunday. Then we gotta know this old granny, granny know us too. Every sunday we'll say Hi to her at the park. I couldn't remember the granny's face, cause I was too young. :( Wonder how's granny now, or had crossed over to the arcadia. Cause she's round 80+ when I'm less than 10.
Then we'll go for breakfast at the market near our house. Just next to the market was this basketball court, sometimes daddy will disturb those kids, borrowing their basketball to play. TSK! Big kid. Then slowly sunday became our family day, with breakfast and outings even when we move over to a new place, just that the activities had changed. We go to places to fish&cycle.
Dad and mum tried to cultivate me to be a well-versed good 'literate' young lady. But I turn out to be the opposite. They sent me for drawing lessons, drama classes, swimming classes, chinese calligraphy, abacus. Then I moved on to secondary school, I gave up all that, even my most favourite drawing(cause my teacher said she couldn't teach me anymore, I needa go learn from someone else, prolly learn from a private artist or some art institute to learn some still life drawing or something). Dad gave me the option of getting a private tutor instead I gave it up for Badminton. At first, Dad objected to it but I insisted. (one of the reason why dad objected cause I should not do excess exercises, due to my legs)
In the end, Dad gave up convincing me to stop playing, instead he supported me and went to see me play. Sometimes even sent me to and from the badminton sessions. Secondary can makes one change so much, there's even a period of time I wanna stop going for breakfast every sunday cause I'm simply too lazy to wake up early. Secondary life(or teenage life)changes a person, makes a person go astray, or make them do something out of their usual course. Even jogging had stopped, forgotten how those running used to be so fun. Until now, until today then I realised, how much I've forget what I used to enjoy so much. How much I love to stay at home with the presence of Dad&Mum.
Mummy changed alot too, her temper, and she's much more patient, doting towards us after Dad had gone on to the otherside. So hard on mum now. Sometimes though I felt unfair, but sometimes I feels like I'm so selfish. Cause I'm unhappy bout something that's why it's unfair. It's the same for every human. That's bad I should try to change that. Nevermind, my mum is more understanding now. HEE!
Some stuffs just change for a better future I guess. We can't see it now, but we should think positive and move forward, eventhough i don't wish to have those changes. For a better future, no matter how life hard is, it's something to compliment those good that we have or others have. :)
HEE! Uncle is in genting now. Not that bad. 2 days had passed. He'll be back tomorrow, I'm feeling quite good still! WEEHEE! Reading, jogging & stuffs. Sleeping early. Feeling so good at home with books makes me don't wanna go out. :D Just LAZE around!
Anyway bout the single and double thing. I'm not feeling that, I'm feeling kinda nice being double, I've got my freedoms & trust(i think) + having someone to crap with me, it's a double yet single thing. It's nice you know. Space&freedom is important! But someone is losing his freedom soon, not cause of me HOKAY?! It's cause of National Service, he'll lose the comfort of his bed, the day he enters Tekong equals to the start of the free-dooms day. HAHAHA! =X
I know we human can't be that understanding but just talk&crap then, listen to each other. & don't get to angry too fast(a reminder to self). Sometimes I got a little 大小姐'skin air'. CRAP! Mummy said that bout me. TSK TSK TSK! All cause of too much parenting pamper from parents. Spare some thoughts for the other, don't do anything that will make another feel uncomfortable or unhappy, or rather relationshipwise-moral wrong.

I gotta make sure I do that. Work hard then Ivy CAI. Towards being a nicer person. LOL! Aiyo! Like so easy man! HAHAHA! Saying is easier than get it done. OH MAN! Why must actions be harder than speeches? It's human's nature. BAD! Humans got lots of bad habits. WHY?! AIYOYO!
Okay.Every human in the world, go bang the wall! That have to exclude myself. HEE :P LALALALA~
._______________________________________What? Nicer person!
When? Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 9:12 PM
DANG! The color genic test is like to accurate!
My result:
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress.
You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.
Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.
You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.
Take the test here: goldinuniverse.com
._______________________________________What? Colorgenic test
When? Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 3:55 PM
YEAH! Went to eat at Pepperoni again! THe BIG BIG! family size pizza. It's 21inch okay!
This time with Clara & DEE. And later Connie & boyfriend joined us. We thought she's not coming. We ordered the large. We should have waited for her to order family size! It's at Goodword Park! I love it there. :D
At Iluma.

We had this ice cream. Yogurt ice cream. You can choose the toppings.

At pepperoni! :)




The pizza. OH MY GOD! i'm hungry!

The fruit punch is NICE!

Can never be replaced.
Ok. I'm slow I know. It's like so many months ago.
Uncle went ".... WHAT? You don't know"
Uncle actually remembered stuffs I thought he'll forget. Uncle drew eventhough he said his not good at it. (He kinda sometimes really sucks at it =/ ).
THANK YOU UNCLE!
._______________________________________What? Pepperoni!
When? Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 10:22 PM
So are you a single or attached with a partner? Are you happy being attached or being single?
If you're a single, do you envy others having a intimate relationship with their partners? Do you envy when you see them being so lovely dovey? Do you envy seeing couples caring for each other, being able to have someone next to themselves? But then again, when you see couple having squibbles do you think that you're fortunate enough that now you're away from all this problem and felt that you should not enter into a relationship? See people entering and leaving each others' life?
So when you're a double, do you yawn for your freedom that your single friends had? Or the freedom that you used to had? Do you get tire trying to give in to your partners, when you felt that they don't do anything anymore? Do you get so frustrated when a quarrel has spark between you two? Or do you feel that you're fortunate enough to have find someone whom you love? And wish to be with him/her as long as possible? Wish to share everything with them? Having them to tell you every exciting details or their life?
Thinking through all this don't you think life's contradicting? When you're single, your eyes will be green with envy that you wish that you're in a relationship now so that you can feel the love they had? However, when you're attached you yawn for those things you used to have.
However, life's never perfect, it's only how you see things in life? How easily can you be contented. Even the most imperfect relationship with your partner can be very perfect in it's own way, happiness can be also be obtained through the path of the relationship. Imperfect relationship can never be fulfilling but it can be great at the same time. Why do I think ok? With imperfection there can be improvement, with improvement from both party, happiness will be found by the improvement made by each other. Then it's a LEVEL UP! If the start of the relationship is perfect, then nothing can get better, mostlikely it will go down the slopes. If it's a perfect relationship it best that it remains the same, never slide down the slopes. Perfect can be imperfect too, too much perfectness it became a normal thing to be perfect. Perfectness ain't special anymore.
I love & hate those little ups and downs in life. It makes my life seems very great at some moment, when I'm super down, suddenly there's UP! Makes everything even more wonderful & better when you're down to the bottom. Suddenly you're all the way up to the heaven. Think positive! Everything will soon go your way. Think it negative, even the greatest thing will become disaster.
It's bout the Perfect Imperfectness. Just like the marriage commercial. So what if you and your partner always has stupid and big quarrels? So what if his not everything that you wished for? So what that he doesn't do things the way you want? In the end most important thing is that both of you are able to communicate with each other, try to make each other existance important. Isn't it?
Anyway, I didn't have any squibbles with uncle DEE la. It's just that Clara and I had this little talk this afternoon. All of a sudden, this post seems kinda rubbish-y to me.
P.S.: DEE's gonna let me do some cutting to his hair after his graduation day and before his army days. HAA! I'm gonna see the botak man soon. And today, we 313days old. YEAH!
._______________________________________What? 313 days
When? Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 12:42 AM
Gosh! So much for not meeting DEE. Saw him almost everyday. Guess I'll suffer when DEE is in army. SHE-AIKS! Sucky!
Nothing much over weekends. Pegan's Birthday on Saturday evening and we were late. Cause Uncle needa go book the tickets for his Genting trips with his mates. That's for next tuesday-thursday. Uncle got another 30days till his army days.
Sunday went to have brekkie with Clara, Bernard and Dee @ Tea Garden's MAC! YESH! MacDonald breakfast! YEAPPIE AIYO! We work over to Queenstown for Pool, but the club had closed. AHH! Too bad. Then walked from there to my house to play mahjong, everyone lost to CLARA!!! OMG! She won 30+. She's the one and only ultimate winner.
Dee has been more than wonderful. No matter how hard it is (guess ain't that difficult. We've been through once a week. We've been through 6weeks. This ain't anything.) I'm must&really gonna stick it through with uncle till the end of his 2years. Maybe a little difficult in the beginning, due to the excess of seeing each other now but I'm sure! No matter how nice others are, no matter how DEE sucks at time, but after he sucks, he'll rock himself backup with the socks, cause he rock socks occasionally. May not be the best in the whole wide world, but the best part of my life. Must really stop looking @ that c-low-n, I'm addicted. Lastly, I must be really nice to uncle too! Best thing to happen is both party to be happy at the end of the day & that needs to pair of hands to make it work.
DANG! Recently so much bout DEE. I wonder is it because of the NS' invitation effects. As the day draws nearer. Reduce away the Ds & give me more Fs! Family&friends. All are equally important. Must balance it out. Anyway, DEE's mum's really nice, she gave me a pair of slippers. HEE :D
Thank you very much. Update those outdated peekas again next time.
Just like what uncle said bout the love & the well. Once you drop in and you can't climb out. Nevermind I've got rope. HAHAHA!
._______________________________________What? HEE!
When? Friday, May 08, 2009 @ 1:13 AM
It's kinda embarrassing posting that out. So, tada! Saved it as draft. HIAKS! :P
For now i'm more than contented. :) Thank god for the great people round me. Thanks people for being nice to me and being part of my life. You guys are brilliant!
Wonderful! I'm tired. Anyway, some peekas from Feng ming's birthday. It's his 21st! I love the peekas, cause of alvin choo's expression! Super classic!
Look carefully at the boys' expressions.






We're grumpy, instead alvin choo's happy.

Birthday boy and his mum

Alvin CHOO!!! AHAHAHAHA

P.S.: YEAH! I finally got the skirt! WOO!!! off my mind now! HAPPY!
P.S.2: Second hurrays! YEAH! I got my new phone now. Sorry for the trouble DEE. & thank you. Though the color I wanted it's out of stock, but it's alright-o!
P.S.3: Darling Clara everything will be wonderful again! We all love you remember that! With so many love nothing can fight us off! HAHAHA!
I'm gonna go try my new phone now. I'm so effing tired.
OKAY mr low, I've forgotten. I've got a new cute BAG TOO!!! HEE! Thank you uncle for that. :)
._______________________________________What? :) loves
When? Tuesday, May 05, 2009 @ 12:34 AM
Recently I've been PMS-ing alot. Sometimes a whiner or something. I've no idea what's wrong. Poor DEE always the targeting board for those arrows of mine to throw at.
IvyCAI! STOP! Must treat DEE nice nice and torture him all over again =X
Like let him float to the heaven first, then bam! Hit him with a huge hammer and send him to hell. HEHEHE! Evil GRINS!
I've been good girl too. :)
Thank you to whoever that targeting board is. Sorry is also for you. Boy oh boy. anyway, good luck for uncle's fitness test. LOL!
P.S.: Hugh Jackman!
HOT! Sizzling! I smell a burning body. It's Jackman's hot body on FIRE!
._______________________________________What? JUst nice
When? Monday, May 04, 2009 @ 2:23 PM
Woke up to a great weather. DANG! I felt so sluggish, I can jolly-well slug on my bed and not get out. I woke up with a languid brain.
I'm feeling so totally not Cai Peiling now. The things I typed on msn with people, felt so not me. It's like my brain has been invaded by the aliens. I guess I'm sleep-deprieved. That's why my brain ain't functioning how it usually functions. DANG!
I'm a whiny aunty today. I think I got the bug from DEE. I don't wanna be whiny, but sleep-deprieved me always whining & with DEE's whining virus. Imma super whiner. Like the old saying says: when you're with the person too much, they will slowly eat into you.
I'm turning into small
DEE. I only want those good habits to be inherited to me. Not being whiny. DEE please feed me something better to inherit. Why only he eats into me, and not me eat into him? I'm gonna go eat into DEE. Dee bear the pain of being eaten. MUAHAHAHA! *rubbish* *flick ivy cai away*
Anyway, my phone had given up on me. She don't wanna be with me anymore. Totally couldn't get it to charge, and it's totally flat now. Battery FLAT! So no phone. I seriously needa get a cell real soon. Prolly later or tomorrow. U.U~
Today I met a
GIANT!!! He pushed me aside in the train. I'm like the
dwarf. :(
GIANT vs
dwarf of course the
GIANT won. Stupid caucasian so what you looked (that's before you pushed&squeezed me) kinda cute. After that you look like
DEVIL! with 2 horns and a tail.
._______________________________________What? Tiring monday + monday blues
When? Sunday, May 03, 2009 @ 4:07 PM
._______________________________________What? Shanny's 21st birthday
When? @ 3:37 PM
._______________________________________What? Image of you&me
When? @ 3:02 PM
18 April 2009 - Sushi making day!We went for grocery first to get all the ingredients. We spent quite sometime at the supermarket looking for stuffs we don't know what are they exactly. Looking through the shelves. One items at a time. OMG! Back to cook the rice and watch the video on how to make sushi-s.
We were too late to deliver the sushi to Clara. We finish making only at round 8. I was eating and making sushi at the same time. OMG! I'm already very full even before we finish making the sushi. HAHAHA!
Sushi! Sushi! Sushi!




Looks kinda hmmm hur? But it's edible ok?! All of us didn't have diarrheoa


After a very full sushi dinner. We went to play basketball. All sweats. :) Simple yet great!
But why don't have pictures of me making sushi?! I was making it too!!! Not only dee okay? :P
._______________________________________What? 18 April 2009
When? @ 1:17 PM
16 April 2009 - April's (cousin) birthdayWe went to
LOOF to celebrate cousin's birthday. Our first time there. Cool. Chill chill.
The menu

Cousin's cake

Birthday girl.

Cousins




OMG! I took an hour to edit the sushi&cousin birthday pictures.
._______________________________________What? 16 April 2009