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We make mistakes,
we bicker,
we got angry with each other,
we cool down,
we apologise to each other,
we laughed at each others angry face.

Hahaha. Like people with mental problems.

Mr Low came at round 11am, with breakfast. Cai Tao Guey, Zui Kai, Chee Cheong Fun & Bao. Ah Hui came after that prepare our food for the picnic later @ Marina Barrage. Ah Hui made sandwiches & I made pancakes.

Clara's BF and Clara came to fetch us there. When we got there the sun was very strong. SO HOT! We ate & played kite. HAHAHA! The penguin like sparrow couldn't fly. Broken wings. Poor kite. Later on we played twister, Amelia made the twister herself. We played with another 2 small kids. Their mum was very impressed that Amelia made the twister herself. Had fun playing, and the positions I was in was super ugly & awkward. ALAMAK!

On next to cineleisure, to have drinks & foods. Clara & BF went off first. After food we went for game of L4D. I'm sucha NOOB. Dee & I went home first. We were lucky there's still bus 16 at 1am! :D

And we alighted at henderson park and walked home. Hee. I like.

Today has a very good weather for me to sleep. Nice waking up looking at a familiar mouse.

Dee and I were playing only speak hokkien game. Then he started the crap of "if you speak hokkien fast enough you can make it soundslike korean languange". He demonstrated it. SUPER FUNNY!

Why is there always a disclaimer attached to everything?

I feel like a two headed snake, or more than 2 heads. There's always different sides, be it they are in different scenario,different environment. The same thing happens. Though I didn't contribute to any of it, but somehow I'm involved. I ended up as the receiver with no output socket. Though I receive different channel, different frequency. Few sided.

Everything just stuck within me. I hope everything is just as simple as in secondary school, everything in, and I just forget them and they lies in my bottomless pit, forgotten until triggered.

Thanks DEE & sister. They became the victim too, unrelated yet the problem runs to them. Hope it's just like energy, when come in contact with different matters their energy will just change into another form of energy. Hope it turns into entertain/story for them.

I just wanna be a peaceful person who won't bring harm/hurt to others. I'll just keep my mouth shut and not give any comments. I might just become one of the snakes/contributor, I don't want, cause I just don't like it. Here I'm saying it, I might end up like that in future, I feel like I might change into one of those I dislike.

Please let my soul remain. I don't wanna change. I wanna be neutral. Just silence, just a listener.

（一）　　

他人气我我不气，我本无心他来气。　　
倘若生气中他计，气出病来无人替。　　
请来医生把病治，反说气病治非易。　　
茶不思来饭无味，通宵达旦不入睡。　　
倘你伸腿离我去，撇我一人活受罪。　　
奉劝老伴想开点，千万不要再生气。　　
气是杀人刀，装进没法掏。　　
气是杀人贼，装进撵不出。　　
如果把气装肚里，就是喝了敌敌畏。　　
气字危害真可惧，诚恐因病把命弃。　　
如今尝够气中气，我不气不气就不气。　　
现在是敬权敬钱不敬老，　　
心胸开怀莫烦恼，哈哈大笑学个傻吊。
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（二）

　　人生就象一场戏，今世有缘才想聚。
　　相处一处不容易，人人应该去珍惜。
　　世上万物般般有，哪能件件如我意。
　　为了小事发脾气，回想起来又何必。
　　他人气我我不气，气出病来无人替。
　　生气分泌有害物，促人衰老又生疾。
　　看病花钱又受罪，还说气病治非易。
　　小人量小不让人，常常气人气自己。
　　君子量大同天地，好事坏事包在里。
　　他人骂我我装聋，高声上天低入地。
　　我若错了真该骂，诚心改正受教育。
　　要是根本没那事，全当他是骂自己。
　　左亲右邻团结好，家庭和睦乐无比。
　　夫妻互助又亲爱，朝夕相伴笑嘻嘻。
　　政通人和想天伦，晚年幸福甜如蜜。
　　邻里亲友不要比，儿孙锁事随他去。
　　淡泊名利促健康，文明礼貌争第一。
　　三国有个周公瑾，因气丧命中人计。
　　清朝有个闫敬铭，领悟危害不生气。
　　弥勒就是布袋僧，袒胸大肚能忍气。
　　笑口常开无忧虑，一切疾病皆消去。
　　不气不气真不气，不气歌儿记心里。
　　只要你能做得到，活到百岁不足奇。
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（三）

　　世上到处都是气，无气万物无生机。
　　人活凭的就是气，无气活着啥意义。
　　浑身正气身体壮，邪气缠身伤身体。
　　你不生气气找你，气是自己争来的。
　　人生一生都是气，若是气人己先气。
　　惹人生气为不义，人要生气为中计。
　　生气百害无一利，气坏别人伤自己。
　　气出病来自己医，花钱受罪人讽讥。
　　气量狭小没出息，只让别人窃窃喜。
　　生气常常伤理智，办坏事情悔莫及。
　　争气损尽己力气，看你争气不争气。
　　世人都应晓利弊，欢欢喜喜消消气。
　　大度能忍天下气，不气别人不生气。
　　你尊我敬多谦虚，但愿大家都和气。

For the first time pictures first words later. Or the rare occasion. Finally finished with combining the pages, and some old pictures. So here goes, details tomorrow I'm tired. I'm sick.

Bubbles was blowed like 1month plus 2 months ago. Now then I upload. There's even video of the turbo bubble blowing.

@ Sakura

Look at the top right most picture. Look @ Ah low's eyes!!!

ROFL! Smurf alike! & maybe 小二alike too. LOL!

小二给我倒杯茶！haha

After the show "the proposal", took photos with the "up" flying house. It's made with balloons!

The guys, after that we went to cineleisure's Hong Kong Cafe for dinner/supper.

Connie's friend signed up for the membership. Free red wine & vouchers.

He said I look better without make up. How can that be? :( It's fun making up, though it's time consuming. Why is that so? People should look better with make up. Guess it doesn't suite me that well. Maybe do it occasionally. And I prolly do it the wrong way. I'll try harder next time, learn alittle here and there from friends, and take a little tips here and there.

I'll get better! HEY SHOW!

There's still other photos. u.u zzZZ, done for now.

I made Mr. Low sad. I'm sad (past tense). I'll never feel irritated to see you.

I anticipated to see you, I wanted to see you. It's just weird.

Thank you cheering me up, making me feel alright. Feels wonderful talking to you, DEE.

Well well, friday went to chomp chomp with Poly Badminton Kakis, super crazy. HAHAHA!

& Saturday went out with buds & DEE, we went to watch "the proposal". HILARIOUS! Bet it's a must watch. I've anticipated to watch it for long, and I saw the rating on the paper, 1.5 stars? ARGH! I watch it I think it's worth more than that, 4 stars la editors! HAIYOYO!

TUDOOs~ Almost mute.

Haven't seen DEE for awhile, did not talk much for awhile. All this make me feels the estrangement.

Feels weird. I know I miss DEE in a way that I don't really feel those misses, just that I know subconsciously I do. Somehow anticipation for DEE booking out slowly dies away.(always after seeing DEE on the weekend kinda recharge the anticipation meter, kinda irritating. The starting of booking in is always the worse.)

The feeling of I really do have a boyfriend but I feel like I don't. The toll of National Service.

Suddenly, writing this down makes me feel kinda :( I don't say it out/ I don't speak bout it, all this have been hiding somewhere, where I don't even know it exist there. I realised their existence. What you're feeling now, might not be really what you're feeling inside.

Right down inside I know that I have a boyfriend whom I love and loves me still. Makes me go dig out his pictures so to make sure I don't blur his face & let him become a stranger.

Sometimes reading/listening to what people have to say bout their boyfriend, makes me thought of DEE. Lists of what DEE had done throughout all this, & of course things he shouldn't do but did it anyway, and things that he didn't do(he shouldn't do it anyway). He's the top notch boyfriend. (even when he screws up sometimes) Though he maybe a little idiotic when we just started going out, with those stupid deeds and angers I had. He had already atoned for it long ago. Now with just a little stupid twitch here and there occasionally, sometimes it's me. I think his anger dies away quite fast, sometimes I make him frustrated, he gets angry for only awhile, then I'll be alittle too scare to talk to him, he'll be nice to cheer me up. I do make it up too okay, I apologised too!

Must be nice.

HAHAHA! Wonderful I shall start this day when this post ends. Cause it's gonna be a even better day. DEE's gonna book out tomorrow. It's book out day tomorrow!

Everythings alright! YEAH! Just that I'm feeling slightly sleepy. ~yawns~ I'm gonna go for an evening jog with ah hui later! :D All well, that ends well.

This is a set of interesting article. I think it applies to everyone, it's only how the other person decipher those source, etc. HAA! Jealousy in FACEBOOK!

Who's that girl? Facebook entries stir jealousy

ALBANY, N.Y. - Alice Connors-Kellgren was surprised by her boyfriend's new Facebook profile picture a few weeks ago: He was kissing another girl on the cheek.

The picture was up only briefly. And she figures it was just a friend. But she plans to discuss it with him when they're back together this fall at Cornell University.

"We trust each other. Deep down, I know nothing is going on. But when you first see it, it's like `Oh my goodness! What's going on here?'" says the college student from Westchester County, N.Y.

All this friending, poking and picture-posting on Facebook can get you in trouble with your significant other. Couples are finding that old flames and flirty friends on the social networking site have a unique ability to stir jealousy and suspicion.

Jealous types now have to deal with brand-new kinds of provocations, such as a comment on their partner's wall from a possible romantic rival, or their loved getting tagged _ identified _ in a picture from an old relationship. Boyfriends and girlfriends can view all of this on their partners' walls.

"It seems like Facebook is creating jealousy even where there was not jealousy to begin with," said Amy Muise, a doctoral candidate at the University of Guelph's psychology department who led a recent study on how Facebook can spark jealousy in romantic relationships among college students.

She said Facebook doesn't necessarily make people more jealous than they would be normally. But all the information divulged on Facebook _ those answers to "What's on your mind?" and reactions to those posts _ can increase "triggers" for jealousy.

"Part of the issue with information on Facebook is that it lacks certain context, " Muise said, "so there could be things posted on your partner's wall that you really don't know what it means."

The study was based on anonymous online survey data from 308 undergraduate Facebook users, three quarters of them women. The study, published in CyberPsychology & Behavior, found Facebook users can get snagged in a "feedback loop": Their interest piqued by a cryptic wall comment, they become suspicious and start monitoring their partner's pages, thus finding even more suspicious information.

Dan Fitzsimmons, a 21-year-old University of Albany student, said he has had to explain Facebook photos to girlfriends in the past.

Samantha Siciliano, an incoming freshman at Quinnipiac University from North Adams, Mass., said she has become jealous over the back-and-forth on her old boyfriend's wall, especially from too-friendly comments like "You look cute."

"If your boyfriend is calling or texting another girl, you can't really see it. But on Facebook, you can see it and so can everyone else," Siciliano said. "So in a way, you do get jealous because he might be hanging his dirty laundry, and not only are you seeing it, but other people are, too."

Colin Booth of West Virginia University said he is not the jealous type, but finds it a strange, modern phenomenon to watch your girlfriend develop other relationships in real time on Facebook.

"It's been happening forever. You're with a girl, she meets a guy, they're friends at first," Booth said. "But it's the way you see it and what you see. And then you think: What's going on under the surface if this is what's going on in public?"

Laney Cohen, a 24-year-old who works in public relations in New York City, has a longtime boyfriend now in law school in Florida. She began noticing last year that her boyfriend was being tagged in photographs with a female friend who "kind of rubs me the wrong way." One picture in particular upset her: The pair were in a bar, and the woman was looking up at Cohen's boyfriend.

"I felt that it was a very couple-y picture to be in, and I freaked out and I called him and said, `This is disrespectful to me and our relationship. What if people start asking questions about why you're always hanging out with her?'" Cohen recalled.

This is not just a problem for young people, especially as more middle-aged people get on Facebook. Cohen said her father, after 29 years of marriage, was tagged in a 32-year-old photo by a former girlfriend. Cohen's mother was amused, not upset.

Muise said researchers are just beginning to learn all the ways social networking sites are changing the way couples relate. She cited the case of a young woman who found out her boyfriend broke up with her when she noticed he had changed his relationship status to "single."

For her part, Cohen said she and her boyfriend worked out their photo-tagging issue.

"He's either untagging photos or not showing up in the photos anymore," she said. "Either way is fine."

By MICHAEL HILL,Associated Press Writer